&

I am in love with you. Things can be better. The last couple days before this incident you know everything was almost perfect. I know it because of the way you looked at me when you said “hey I wanna talk to ya” the other night. I feel like right now the only things you are only focusing on are the negative things. You need to remember all the good positive things that have happened. All the times we have shared. All the memories we have shared. All the firsts we have shared. All the rough drama petty things that we got over because we cared too much about each other for it to matter. I want you here, with me, every second of every day. I care so much about you, it’s killing me not to call or text you. Killing me, I’m dying inside. I just hope you care about me enough or love me enough to possibly change your mind. Happily ever after is all I’m looking for.

You shot me with an empty gun.

I just want you to realize that I care about you so much. That I would do anything for you. Idk what to do with myself. You are my everything. I feel empty. I didn’t just lose you. I lost a part of me. With you everything is different. Everything has a meaning. Why can’t you just see what you mean to me. After everything I’m still trying to be with you. That should tell you something.

I’m so heart broken and torn.

I think about the positive things that can come from this. But in the end those things aren’t worth it. They mean nothing. I don’t care about them. I just want you. Us.

Just tell me we can fix this. Because I know we can.

It hurts so much. I just need you to call me or text me and tell me everything I need to hear.

I am sorry

It’s really hard for me to be distant from you. But I know you don’t want to be with me or around me.

I’m in love with you. I just want you to know that we can get through this. There is a future.